I am not even sure I know exactly what I want to say right now. I just felt it was important for me to tell you how much Doug and I appreciate the incredible circle of love and support that is surrounding us right now. Last night was definitely a scary time for me. As the evening went on the more at ease I felt. As today has gone on I have felt less nervous and fearful of another episode of last night's events. I know this peace that has been slowly replacing the fearful uncertainty is from the Lord and your prayers that are sustaining us. Thank you to our wonderful parents and siblings, our awesome friends, our neighbors, our church families at Indy First and Parkview. We love you, and we praise God that you have chosen to walk this journey with us.
My appointment is Monday afternoon. My oncologist would still like to keep the PET scan scheduled for Tuesday, just to get a detailed comparison with the previous PET scan. It is my understanding that I will be admitted to the hospital Tuesday, and the next level of intense chemo will begin. I will have more details after Monday.
I am resting in knowing that our God does not change. Although the circumstances of my life have changed, He is the same today as He was seven months ago when this storm began. I trust Him today with my whole heart, and I am believing that He is going to carry me through this.
All of my love and thanks,